So have you, guys, heard the news about Demi Moore? After a big divorce with Ashton Kutcher, she got really depressed. She drunk, passed out, and now, she’s hospitalized. From news I heard, she lost lots of weights too.
Who didn’t know Demi-Ashton’s love story? They didn’t care about the age difference, they looked just great together. Most people looked up to them as an example that age doesn’t matter.
I don’t look up to them, but I did find that this two looked cute. And somehow, it hits me. What happens to Demi is what happens to me.
I was.. Not was, I still am, really mess, after my big break-up with my previous boyfriend. I went crazy (wait, no I am still crazy), I depressed (and that’s the real cause of my lose weight), I did so many stupid things.
And none of this is his faults. Turns out, he helps me going through all this. It’s really not because of him. It’s because of me.
Back in school, we were always mocking each others. Although, I found him attractive and pretty cute, but still I never expected to be his gf or something. I have to be honest, mocking him is my way to approaching him. Haha. I like it when he mocked me. And yes, I was trying to find a way to mock him back or to do a revenge after he threw something at me.
And then, all of the sudden, we were boyfriend and girlfriend. And everyone was like, “Oh how could this happen? I hope you guys long-last!” Or “Look at you, after all the fights.. You guys are meant to be!”
That’s how I feel. I feel like, after all the difference we’ve had, we can get along, we can laugh together, I love being with him, I.. I feel like we’re meant to be. I never expected we could be like this, but we did, and it was beautiful.
And, I am the one who is responsible for this. I screwed up. And I never know how to take everything back. That’s really stressful. It’s depressing.
I don’t know what really happen on Demi, and I don’t judge Ashton for what he’s doing on her. But what you have to understand, it’s really hard when everyone seems to look up on you, think that you’re perfect, but you can’t keep it, you screw up.
So, Miss Moore, fight up
:)